Dom unforgettable feeling

Its been for so long and I'm already going to be a third year, meeting so many girls and having so many friends. Despite the classes and the jamming sessions, racing session they couldn't erase the feelings i have for you. Looking at the puzzle we once made, sometimes playing the piano of the song that you sang. I heard of  some korean song that is really nice and perhaps describe how i feel. You know what? you are just special very special the one i will never forget. So where are you, when are you going to stop hiding? You are always in my heart. My heart already occupied by you. Did you know that you are irreplaceable.

I tried to find you with all my power but just where are you hiding at?

August 4 (life changing)

In August 4 i will never forget. Never! right there in the class, and the flying blood needles piercing into my left arm. The pain that i go through could never be wash away from my mind. The fire burning hot inside me, changing everything inside me. I lost my humanity! What shall i tell my parents, how will they react when they knew what happen to their son? will they for the sake of the country decided to kill me? I don't want to hurt anyone, except the damn muggles that tries to kill me. Where should i hide every full moon? I doubt any bars any cage could hold me. How would my friends react? No....I must kept it a secret. Nobody shall know it. The minister, how high could he be? My parents were the ruler of Netherlands the ruler of the Netherlands Ministry. But they always say they don't cross each other.

Miz and Chrys shall not know about this. It will just scare them off, I guess I shall quickly find a forest or something in the school to hide myself. Mio....Mio.....I have become something else MIO..... will you still like me ?